i dont know anything. all i was trying was to be good at my friends but they always tell everyone that im not. i tried to prove them wrong but they wont give me the chance to show it to them. i just find myself out of the circle once again. they always humiliate me everytime i join them and sometimes they even do it infront of many people. they're always making fun of me that it makes me feel so up set. they never tried to understand me. i felt so alone. no one cared for me for a very long time.

time had passed..many years after those unhappy moments, i found myself watching the sun rise near the sea. watching it as it slowly lights the sky. that time, i saw my friends coming near me also watching the glowing sun as it shines leaving the horizon. now i know that i was wrong. i did not changed for the good, but for the bad...i never realized that until one of my friends told me so. i had no second thoughts about changing for the better..all i want is to have my friends back. so i tried my best. and now i find myself happy for my decision in life. what had happened changed me a lot. thanks for those who really cared for me...love you all!