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Aug 5, 2005
elo!!!haven't updated my blog for awhile..i was too busy..think my college life in the university of the philippines wont be long. i cant cope with the standard education the university is offering...they've got a very high standard compared to what i've expected when i took their entrance exam..it's really hard. imagine, i didnt pass four of my long exams which weighs a great percentage in my final grade. i dont know what to do to pass my subjects there. one of the subjects which i didn't pass in the long exams is my MAJOR subj. ZOOLOGY 10!!!!! GOD!!!it's a major subj dat's y i need to pass that.. another is my MATH 11 which is a prerequisite to my CHEM next sem...hayyyyyy,,,wat will i do?!...i really need to continue my studies in UP!!!i really want to....huhuhuhuhuh
Posted at 08:31 pm by yzah
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Apr 16, 2005
last day in high school...
GRADUATION DAY!
Hay, this day has finally ended.
Im so tired right now. I just arrived from Joel's house kaya nakakapagod talaga. Namamati
nala ako hin acoustic music kay somehow, it relieves my worn out system. Now Im typing this
boring message. Im just so bored so forgive me for this.
Graduate na ko!!! At last id be leaving the hellhole called Eastern Samar Nat'l Comprehensive High School, well, I dont really hate Compre, I just hate the people in it (except for the rizalites of course and some friends from other sections&year levels). Ive had so many bad memories in Compre that Im so glad Id be leaving them all behind in a few weeks. No more bigmouths, irritating faces, gossip factories, and pretend friends.
Hello to a new beginning! New school, new rules, new subjects, new teachers, new classmates, new people, new environment, new house, new room, new cellphone (sana! duh! ang panget kaya ng fon ko!), almost everything is new. At long last, Id be in college! Another 5 years of learning and hurting.
But though Im so excited about it, theres still this tingling feeling of fear creeping around my head. A lot of what ifs. What if d ako makaadjust agad? What if I dont like my new school? What if I dont like my new teachers? New classmates? What if I dont like my new room? What if I dont like the food? What if I dont maintain the required grades? What if I wouldnt be able to talk to my old friends because they're so busy with their lives? What if I wouldnt have anybody to talk to? What if? What if? What if?
New beginning nga.. but considering what may happen, Im pretty sure that college is going to be
a lot harder and a lot more heartbreaking than I thought. Yes, Id be able to run away from my
terrible high school memories, only to face and cleave to new ones.
I just hope things would be simpler than i think....
Posted at 02:26 am by yzah
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Apr 12, 2005
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Apr 10, 2005
001. Name:
crisanne
002. Age:
15
003. Your family calls you:
issa, issapot, issa nemia
004. Your friends call you:
crisanne, cris-anne, issa, issay, tita, tita bebs, bebang, jingjing..heheh
005. Favorite no./s:
2, 26, 10
006. Are you more of a pessimist or optimist?
pessimist
007. The person/s you love most?
mah family nd mah friends
008. Are you in a relationship?
no
009. What time is it?
10:28 pm
010. SaD or haPpY
bored...
011. Last thing you did before you used the PC?
naghugas ng kinainan ni nanay..
012. Last thing that made you cry?
nag-isog ak usa na friend ha ak...
013. Last person who made you smile?
te jessa
014. The person(s) you trust?
mah family, jessah(soipao), te edz, dami!cguro lahat ata except for some...hehe
015. The person(s) who give/s some advice?
ate edith, ariane, jessah, te grace, te jes
016. Last books you read?
purpose driven life (again..heheh)
017. What color of shirt do you wear right now?
white
018. Favorite places:
my room, sala ha basement
019. Mark Herras or Hero Angeles?
neither
020. Does someone bother you?
diri la someone kay damu hira!
021. You prefer to have a long or short hair?
long hair
022. Last person you text?
ate jessa
023. Linkin Park or Slapshock?
neither
024. Describe what you're feeling:
i'm feeling bored! obvious ba?heheh...a bit confused too...
025. Something you can't afford to lose?
panyo ko po nd my fon
026. Last person who made a testimonial for you?
ate edith
027. What time did you go to bed last night?
last night??mg-uumaga na..hehe...1:30 am ata...
028. Weirdest person?
julius nd joyce
029. Choose Angel or BabY?
angel
030. Last person who texted you
ate jessa nd ate bebe
031. Black, Blue or White?
white
032. Kikay or Jologs?
jobologs!
033. Last person who crossed your mind?
te jessa...(wa rereply an tawo..hehe)
034. Mango or Girbaud?
hay ambot!bisan ano nla...
035. Are you a smoker?
no! and i'll never be one
036. One big regret in life?
being ME....
Posted at 11:27 pm by yzah
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Mar 28, 2005
Posted at 02:51 am by yzah
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i tried so hard just to change myself. to be a better person, to learn how to love the people around me. but why is it that you cant give me the chance to prove to you that i can also be your friend? a friend that you can trust, and that would help you everytime youre down. just give me one more chance, and i promise will not waste it..
Posted at 02:24 am by yzah
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Mar 27, 2005
...what is this??a joke?!
i dont know anything. all i was trying was to be good at my friends but they always tell everyone that im not. i tried to prove them wrong but they wont give me the chance to show it to them. i just find myself out of the circle once again. they always humiliate me everytime i join them and sometimes they even do it infront of many people. they're always making fun of me that it makes me feel so up set. they never tried to understand me. i felt so alone. no one cared for me for a very long time.
time had passed..many years after those unhappy moments, i found myself watching the sun rise near the sea. watching it as it slowly lights the sky. that time, i saw my friends coming near me also watching the glowing sun as it shines leaving the horizon. now i know that i was wrong. i did not changed for the good, but for the bad...i never realized that until one of my friends told me so. i had no second thoughts about changing for the better..all i want is to have my friends back. so i tried my best. and now i find myself happy for my decision in life. what had happened changed me a lot. thanks for those who really cared for me...love you all!
Posted at 02:02 am by yzah
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Mar 26, 2005
my very first post!!
yehey!!!!
heheh...
hmmmmm..........
it's black saturday...
just finished signing up for d' spot...i still dont know why im still awake. it's almost 3:30 in the morning. i should be sleepin by now coz i have a practice at 9:00. we'll be playin for the mass this easter sunday. havent attended our past practices so i have to go there tomorrow.
i think im having an insomnia...oww...think not...maybe it's just a different psychological problem that causes my inability to sleep. id better see a psychiatrist tomorrow!...hehehehe...
nweiz, need to try to sleep. or else, i wont be able wake up at 6:00.....
bhubye...
Posted at 03:26 am by yzah
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Mar 19, 2005
JUNIORS and SENIORS PROMINADE day!!!(1:00pm-5:00pm)
Walang kabuhay-buhay! panget ng prom namin. Naka-uniform lang noh!ang cheap! as in! The only thing that excite me was to hear Ariane's class prophesy and the deliveration of our class history by mana mercia!!hahaha..
Mercia(myrtle) stated all the things that happened while we were in high school. There, i, realized that i should be thankful i belong to our batch! We made alot of achievements, both in academic and extra-curricular activities. It was mercia who helped us remember our past. The way we were when we were still younger.(heheheh..lolz)
After mercia made her speech, my IDOL(ariane) delivered the class prophesy, the part that everyone from our class were very eager to hear. I was very much satisfied with the way my idol foresighted our future. It was a bit complicated but entertaining nonetheless. I really love her prophesy for the whole class, especially that part where she stated her prophesy for me!heheheh....I enjoyed listening to every word of her speech coz aside from the fact that it was us that she was talkin about, is that her prophesy was not as impossible as to those class prophesies i've heard before. It was made with an ordinary plot but with an extraordinary imagination. And because of the simpicity of the story, you can say that one day it would come true!
PEBBLES and TIDES...(6:00pm-11:00pm)
H ahaha...never will i forget this place!!!
We went there after our JS Prom para makipagbonding whole class..After eating, we agreed to have an open forum. We made it clear that everyone should say everything they feel toward our other classmates. To state whether they're angry with a classmate or to say sorry to the person they commited with a mistake. Yeah, it wasn't just a simple forum...it was something else special....
After a few minutes everyone was crying. Id never seen my classmates cried like that before... All of us were crying very hard. Maybe because we just realized our mistakes after four years of being together.
Everyone was supposed to be given the chance to speak. but not all made it, even i, didnt got the chance to speak up. the place closes at 10:00pm. Since it was already 10:00, we agreed to go to another place where we can continue what we were doin. But then when we were about to leave, everyone just hugged each other, said sorry and even thank you...
After the hugs,sorries, nd thankyou's; my mind was set into something else. I was finding someone from my classmates. There, i saw him looking at the direction where i was standing and then he started to walk toward me. I thought i wasn't the one he was going to talk to but i was wrong, ako pala kakausapin niya. I never thought he would be the first one to approach me coz ako naman talaga may kasalanan. First, he said sorry, but i told him not to be. It was i that should apologize, not him. We talked about what happened and then agreed to become friends again. At last! After more than two years, me and joel are friends again!!!=)
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