Hay, this day has finally ended.
Im so tired right now. I just arrived from Joel's house kaya nakakapagod talaga. Namamati
nala ako hin acoustic music kay somehow, it relieves my worn out system. Now Im typing this
boring message. Im just so bored so forgive me for this.
Graduate na ko!!! At last id be leaving the hellhole called Eastern Samar Nat'l Comprehensive High School, well, I dont really hate Compre, I just hate the people in it (except for the rizalites of course and some friends from other sections&year levels). Ive had so many bad memories in Compre that Im so glad Id be leaving them all behind in a few weeks. No more bigmouths, irritating faces, gossip factories, and pretend friends.
Hello to a new beginning! New school, new rules, new subjects, new teachers, new classmates, new people, new environment, new house, new room, new cellphone (sana! duh! ang panget kaya ng fon ko!), almost everything is new. At long last, Id be in college! Another 5 years of learning and hurting.
But though Im so excited about it, theres still this tingling feeling of fear creeping around my head. A lot of what ifs. What if d ako makaadjust agad? What if I dont like my new school? What if I dont like my new teachers? New classmates? What if I dont like my new room? What if I dont like the food? What if I dont maintain the required grades? What if I wouldnt be able to talk to my old friends because they're so busy with their lives? What if I wouldnt have anybody to talk to? What if? What if? What if?
New beginning nga.. but considering what may happen, Im pretty sure that college is going to be
a lot harder and a lot more heartbreaking than I thought. Yes, Id be able to run away from my
terrible high school memories, only to face and cleave to new ones.
I just hope things would be simpler than i think....
